Kyley is one of the people who led me back to Single Mom Smiling. I read the desperation in her comment and knew women need a place to get their stories out a place to validate their heartbreak, fear, confusion, agony. Please read Kyley’s final comment and take her pain to the Lord for her.
“I just dont know what to do. :’( I know this was a long comment.. and I dont know if anyone will ever read this.. but at least it is out there. documented.”
Wow. What an eye-opener this was for me. To be so young…to be so confronted with such horrible abandonment. I have not heard from Kyley since this comment, but I hope she lets me know how she and her baby are doing, and I also pray that her husband has turned his life around and cares for Kyley and her child the way their Hevenly Father, the one truly perfect parent, wants his children to be cared for.
Please join me in praying for this family by leaving your words in the comments section below. Thank you.
Kyley, you are in the prayers of many. God Bless you…
I don’t know if this is still an active blog or not. But Im hoping to write to you just to get some things off my chest and vent a bit. Im ninteen years old, 32 weeks pregnant, and my husband of just over a year left me tonight. I hadnt ever been with any one untill I met my future husband my junior year of high school and we fell in love. As much as my parents hated him and no matter how much wee fought I was so in love with him that I was clueless (as I see now). He proposed and we decided to get married litteraly a month after I graduated high school. About seven months after our wedding I got pregnant unexpectedly. Right after our wedding I new something was up, he started leaving me every night, not telling me where he was at. I found out just recently that he had been doing heroin the whole time. Smoking oxy pills off of tin foil and smoking black tar as well. I knew he was doing marijuana all the time, but I let it happen, thinking I could handle it. Any ways, he got so into the heroin now, that I just didn’t know what to do. The pot smoking was so out of control already that we were constantly fighting about it, but to find out from my sisters and my family that they had known he was doing that was terribly painfull. We dont even have our own place right now, were staying with my parents which have caused so many extra problems. My father had a terrible drug addiction, and it ruined my childhood. I told him from the get go that I wouldnt have that in my life. And now that Im pregnant I feel the same way just ten times stronger. He promised me that he would never do that, and I honestly never thought he could or would! I have tried to talk to him about it, and help him.. but he has relapsed three times now. I am so disgusted by it, and ashamed and hurt that he lied.. I just cant look at him the same. So Ive been screaming at him for weeks, every time I try to be nice and suppotive, i just explode on him later on about how disgusted I am with him. He left me tonight, telling me that he hated everything I did, and do. Telling me that he didnt want to be with me anymore, he didnt have the same love. He didndt look at me the same anymore :’( We litteraly just celebrated our 1 year anniversary a week ago :’( Im heartbroken. I dont know what to do, I feel helpless, depressed and lost. I want to die.. literaly. I know this baby boy will be worth it.. but I am so depressed and sad. I am a first time mother at 18 (just turned ninteen a month ago). I dont know how to be a mother, I am so in love with this man that I dont know anything else. I cant do this alone. We made this baby together, we married each other so young because we knew we would never be with anyone else.. I just dont know what to do. :’( I know this was a long comment.. and I dont know if anyone will ever read this.. but at least it is out there. documented :’(